How to Walk With Confidence Through a Dark House

"Fill the house with things and people that deserve to be knocked over, upended, smashed flat, broken, spilled, cracked, punched, kicked in the face and cursed at. Turn off the lights. Walk."

hmmm

So I've spent all day today, organizing the office into the simplest manner possible. That anyone no matter who you are could find anything pertaining to anything that they are looking for. On Friday morning I start my 3 month vacation..../young persons crises/ Back to Vancouver in a couple of weeks, my brother in law is flying out to visit me there. Ppl better not be touching shit on my desk while I am gone for this extended period of time. I am going to sneak in from time to time to set up little booby traps that will tell me if someone has been using my desk. Although it could just end up being the cleaner.

Remember ...when friends were new, dreams were un-shattered and worries few...when recess was too short and life was too long...decisions came easily without need to belong...when storks delivered the babies and passions weren't so strong...friendships were un-broken...right was right, and wrong was wrong...when bad things didn't happen...when only skinned knees brought tears and the night light in it's socket quieted all our fears...when farewell meant just for summer and real friends didn't part...the fun went on forever and never left a broken heart.

I wish I was a little kid again when all I wanted for my birthday was cupcakes for my entire class & for everyone to sing happy birthday to me.. and money never mattered because when I was little.. --» [ whatever i wanted i always got ]

I’m just an immature little kid.
I sing when I walk down the street.
I still pee with the door open and dance to the sound of the shower.
My favorite holiday is Christmas & I stay up extra late. .
When it rains I run outside in the mud.
Growing up is for nerds. <3

gave up

I had a whole post typed that that encompassed pretty much everything from when I last posted. So than I hit publish, and my whole post was deleted and blogger told me to try again. So than I gave up...

"Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go."

I'll try again when I muster up the courage.

20 questions

1. Whose baby did you last hold?
I don't hold babies, and none of my siblings have had any. We're more of we don't have time for that yet kind of peope. Especially me being the youngest.

2. What is your preferred brand of dishwashing soap?
If it suds up, I like it.

3. Cadbury Eggs or Reese's Peanut Butter Eggs?
Reese's Peanut Butter.

4. When were you last on an airplane?
December 31. Coming back from Winnipeg Manitoba

5. Are you afraid of lightning?
No I love it.

6. Something that happened to you in 1992:
Hmm I was 6 years old, so I started grade 1? or was it kindergarden?

7. When did you last run?
probably 2 weeks ago, my running is very weather dependant

8. Are you guilty of peeking in medicine cabinets?
No. I'd rather not know, what is hiding in there.

9. What guilty pleasure do you hate to admit liking?
I admit to everything.

10. Has anyone ever called you a bad influence?
no.... not yet

11. Pineapple or watermelon?
Watermelon

12. Have you ever seen the ocean, live and in person?
I have in vancouver, and in florida, and in south carolina

13. Tell us about your nickname(s).
I honestly have none.

14. Do you have a ceiling fan somewhere in your home?
In the livingroom

15. What do you look forward to most about Autumn?
colours, and scents.

16. What would I find in the trunk of your vehicle right now?
spare tire, first aid kit, 2 pairs of shoes, a pair of boots, a sweater, and a box containing everything that I throw into it when I am going to vacuum my car.

17. And in your kitchen sink?
A mug and a tea spoon.

18. Who do you kinda wanna smack?
I don't smack anybody.

19. Preferred sleepwear: nightgown? pajamas? undies? au naturel?
undies? I don't think most guys refer to them as that.

20. When you use a grocery cart at the store, do you return it to the proper place?
Normally, once last week I left it at the back of the parking lot... I'm ashamed

I was going to type a blog.....

I have been meaning to make a new post.... But I've been staying at the cabin and there is no internet. I know that may be hard for some people to comprehend, no internet, cable/sattelite tv, no radio, shotty cell phone coverage. But it is in the forest, and there is a mountain view, there is running and hot water, there is two great labradoodles, both vieing for my affection. Each becoming more and more pushy when the other gets it. Although I'm sure some people would not appreciate an 80 pound dog lieing across you while your in bed to wake you up at 7 in the morning so they can go out. I on the other hand don't mind it. So your wondering if your so content with your non internet, how are you posting this? Well it just so happens that I have a massage appointment this morning, and despite it being 2/2 stat holidays I went into the office to get some work done, and obviously to blog about it. I expect minimal creative energy to go into this blog while I am at the cabin, which is for another 3 weeks. I know, I know more minimal than I already put into yet? The answer is yes. I would post more interesting things if I knew how. It just become laborius when you want to post more than 2 pictures, and type something. Or has anyway succesfully attempted to upload a video. Crikey am I glad we don't have to pay by the minute when using the internet, I left that over night once, and it was still uploading the next day. Well I am going to attempt to set out what I planned to do, and that it is get some work done before my massage, and get back to the cabin before the dogs hate me.

20 questions

1. What movie villain scared you as a child?
None really I suppose, I loved horror movies. My mom is not so happy that I enjoy them so much.

2. Name 3 things you can't do without lately:
I can survive with nothing, I don't even have a computer at home anymore and I'm doing fine.

3. Do you take vitamins?
take or own?

4. How much of your family history do you know?
I would say none.

5. What everyday thing do you find utterly magical?
running.

6. What color is your couch?
brown, and the other one is brownish red.

7. How many phone numbers do you still know by heart?
a lot.

8. What is the best way to beat the Summer heat?
I don't, I relish it.

9. What website do you spend the most time on?
facebook I guess.

10. How many songs are on your iPod?
3000 and something I believe.

11. Have you ever flown first class?
I have not.

12. Do you read the comments others have left on a blog or Facebook post before you?
yes.

13. What is the furthest trip you've ever taken by car?
14.5hrs from winnipeg to kansas city.

14. What is the oldest item in your freezer?
some bbq pork roast from July of last year.

15. When do you iron: all at once after doing your laundry? On an as-needed basis? Never?
never.

16. What color are your toenails usually?
Um... natural?

17. When did you last see fireworks?
driving home on new years eve.

18. What do you love most about where you currently live?
Mountains/hiking.

19. What makes you follow a particular blog?
It needs to "draw me in."

20. Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
nope, I saw Romeo and Juliet ballet if that counts?

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What must we do in order to grow?