Everything is a ok. I want to move again. But I know my mom told a friend that I never stick with anything for an extended period of time. So I can't move back yet, I need to stay here for another year or so. Which is a long period of time when you are young. I'm still on my extended vacation, even though I pop into the office to do things. There is so much work to do, that it seems insurmountable to me, and I really have no motivation to do it. But it is piling up, and I do need to do it. I feel like there is nothing for me in this town anyway, and inside I know, I am never going to make anywhere if stay. but I really wanna go, go somewhere new. But that's what I do, I'm a wanderer, but a person can't live a life just wandering can they? They have to have a real career that they stick with for their life don't they? They have to get married and have kids, don't they? They have to follow everyone else and have the life that all of their friends are leading, don't they? I don't do that.... do I? It's a quarter past 7, and I'm a little drunk.

“To be a star, you must shine your own light, follow your own path, and don't worry about the darkness, for that is when the stars shine brightest”